[rrrunning] RCH 14-3-10

hello, I'm rr...rrruning tomorrow. It's for a good charity *chants* Chants even louder* to myself. Man, I'm so nervous and loading on carbs tonight, that is the only positive thing about this run. Lol, good reason to pig out, no? Listening to Beyonce's version of Ave Maria playing on the background, I know the cost of a losing hand, she sings. I hear ya sister! I need the grace of God for tomorrow... and so do many, many other kids out there. Here it is, Run for the Kids [RCH]  It breaks my heart when I read about kids with cancer, constant pangs of pain because they are so young and they should have so many more years ahead of them to look forward to. I remember experiencing death of two very, very close people in my life, one was 7 year old little boy and the other was my grandma. The intense memory of the period leading up to their deaths are still very much etched close to my heart, the vivid play of events that took part I cannot forget.  I  acknowledge that I have a problem letting people in.. voila Maybe the crux to my commitment phobia could be the fear of losing them.

Anyway, the Run is for a good cause, a cause that keeps Hope going. As long as there are good people out there who're willing to spend their Sunday mornings running and those who're willing to donate to watch runners like me torment ourselves; the world IS a better place this Sunday, 14th March.

Btw, I detest cancer with a passion. It's a diabolic and cruel disease that kills its victims gradually, physically then proceed to a roller coster of emotionally demolishing the very essence of who they are.
If only I was disciplined enough to persevere through biomedical research, I would have walk through the cancer research path - cure for cancer.

At This very moment, I feel like I can finish the 14ks, I feel like I need to complete it for him... for all the kids out there going through what he was faced with. That the pain, muscle aches and sores would all be worth it when I cross the line.

Wish me luck. xx

p/s - the choice of pic: Serenity = running? ;) I dunno, I'm so random sometimes. But hell, this is my blog, my world and I'm the queen of cards.